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Happy 6th monthsarry for me and u. Long last for us and keep loving each other♡ . 
love ya dhika :* ({})

i want to have a close friend

Menurut gue malem minggu itu identik sama main dan gak membosankan tapi kenapa malem minggu gue selalu flat. Mau hari ini malem minggu atau malem senin atau malem jumat sekalipun tetep aja begini begini aja. Hidup gue gak asik. Sesuatu bangat yah. My life is not same with others. Kasian bangat gue gak boleh main malem padahal udah SMA. My dad always think that i still little girl. Poor my life.

Dulu jaman jamannya gue masih Smp, kalo malem minggu itu temen gue selalu kerumah buat main bareng sama gue, Curhat atau apalah di rumah gue dan kebiasaan temen gue itu makan mi goreng bikinan gue. Jadi kalo dia main, udah disiapin mi goreng terus nanti gue yang bikin buat dia. Tapi semenjak kelas 9 akhir itu dia jadi jarang main sama gue.

Gue dirumah gak punya temen. Hmmm ada sih tapi gak deket. Dan juga sekarang gue males ngt keluar main gitu sama temen rumah soalnya ya semenjak mereka udah lulus smp pergaulan mereka udah pada kelewat batas nah makanya itu gue males bgt kalo buat disuruh ikut ikutan main sama mereka dan bukan berarti gue sombong juga gak mau main sama mereka

Dan semenjak itu ya temen gue dirumah cuma hp. And I want to have a close friend who just like me and one mind with what I think. And my close friend is always there for me, listened to all my stories and not hypocritical. Dan dia itu perempuan. Biar tau seluk beluk cewek itu gimana hahahaha

Dan kenapa gue nulis NOT HYPOCRITICAL soalnya gue sering nemuin temen gue yang kaya gini. Dan gak enak bgt kalo punya temen yang kaya gini. Its the reason why i never telling bout my problem to my friends. Sorry. But i love my close friends is mine so much. They makes my life rock /m\

why tonight i feel like this?

 this monday night and i have to sleep but i think this shit before i sleep...

I've started to feel everything is different. everything is already not like before anymore. I know this is not me who changed what you had changed. I know we are not a school as before, would all be different. like now we get to see it because of habit and probably texting every night. but now we've rarely met, and perhaps to texting also already rare as before. maybe you think if I've not actually care about you but no, I love you. I always thought that if you do not love me. in my heart, I always ask if you really love me? Do you care about me? Do you lie? and I always said it was a lie, you do not love me. That's why I like that to you. And I do not know I should be doing let everything back as before. I want our first. I think better if we are break up , but I love you and I'm also not willing to have you later with other people besides me. what should I do to keep things running smoothly and we stay together?

three years at jonior high school. ( short story)

How it feels when we will all be split up? how well it's been building a solid friendship and will end. Hard and was happy to have us live together. Will be back as usual? time will be in play again? Will the good times will return? I miss with all of them. starting from the 7th grade, students begin to become 98 junior high school, holding mos for new students and grade placement exam. and in grade 72 I was there for class 7. new friends, and all the new atmosphere. I love the days when I was in Grade 7. and the most enjoyable and very heaven fun when I was in grade 8. everything feels different when I was in Grade 8 . what's the difference? getting used to a new school, has a younger brother and sister grade class. I love the older classes.85 is my class. I often run away from class to the cafeteria. all the good times in grade 8. and the first time I was dating when I was in Grade 8. very nice! and grade 9! all seemed mingled in class 9. period of time to repent, start focusing on the national exam, during troubled times. labile love story. but all very enjoyable.and that is all that is felt for three years at junior high school.

Will i miss it?

Stay a few more months, I will leave my school. Leaving school is a lot of memories. Leaving for the future, a future where we will all be looking up a word that is "success". Definitely I'll miss the atmosphere of a junior high school. Starting from my friend friends, classroom, school environment, food in the cafeteria, teachers, and the most I miss is you! although graduation have not been announced, but it already feels from now, I began to miss with a learning atmosphere in class. I LOVE THIS SCHOOL!

I have failed to become a student of 28 SHS jakarta

LOOK AT THIS PICTURE KAWAN KAWAN!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA NYEDIH! liat deh nilai gue hahaha yang bagus cuma bahasa indonesia doang. Emang gak layak deh jadi murid di SMA 28 hahaha. but........no problem, masih ada yang lain. Lagi pula gue juga gak terlalu di dukung masuk disana. Tapi semoga pas gue daftar di sma 38 bakal di terima. AMIN

Lady Gaga - Judas

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song [Official Video]

Hey Monday - Candles

-XOXO-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED FRIENDS!

On feb 12th ago my beloved friend was birthday. MANDHA!

 

 Eka, Amira, Mandha, Ghina

 Gue, Mandha, Ghina dan Amira

 Mandha, Amira, Ghina dan Eka

 Amira, Mandha, Gue dan Eka

-BLDB-

The busiest time i ever felt

Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh CAPEK YA ALLAH CAPEK BANGAT JADI ANAK KELAS 9! Capek sumpah jadi anak kelas 9 yang bentar lagi bakal ngadepin UN bulan April. Sekarang, bulan maret bulan pas bangat lagi sibuk sibuknya banget gue. Is there not a little time to have fun for me with my friends the same way again? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA TIDAAAAAAAAK! But NO! there's time to have fun and there is time to seriously face the exam.

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"God, I beg you give me is easy to deal with all the school exams that will I deal with it later, Explain my mind and I beg you once again gave me was the splendor of the value" Please bangat ya allah. Ngeri bangat pas ujian praktek, Tryout ke 2 udah, Ujian Semester udah nah sekarang lagi masuk masuknya Ujian Praktek. Uhhhhhhhhh sumpah ini yang paling ngeri ke 2 setelah UN. Gue takut bangat gara gara Ujian Praktek gue gak lulus. Gue ngeri bangat sama UP Penjaskes! Di materinya tuh ada Berenang dan gue sama sekali gak bisa bangat sama yang namanya BERENANG titik sampai kapanpun gue gak bakal bisa berenang walaupun beribu ribu kali diajarin gue tetep GAK BISA! oke lebay.

GOOD LUCK FOR ME! 

XOXO :)

The All-American Rejects - Dirty Little Secret

Happy Valentine ♥

Happy valentine day bagi yang merayakan, eh gue merayakan ga ya? cuma berpartisipasi HAHAHA. Kemarin pas valentine hmmmmmm yah begitu, niatnya sebenernya ga mau ngasih tapi yaaaa pas gue nganterin mandha beli coklat buat pacarnya gue jadi pingin ngasih coklat. Padahal udah bukan siapa siapa sih tapi gatau pingin aja ngasih itu juga gue pertama kali ngasih ke orang heehhehe.

Tau gak kemarin hari apa selain hari valentine? That was our failed anniversarry  140210-140211 what this mean? idunno! although we've broke up but i still remember our memories. Rangging from familiar to us going together until we broke up we became friends like now . you know what? i still love you more than you know ♥ I miss when i texted you and said "where is my boyF" hahaha annoying but i love do this when i first texted you but hmmmmmm ga juga deh

Bdw hmmmm nilai TO sumpah deh itu jelek bangat nilai TO gue, masa matematika gue dapet 4 koma berapa gitu terus jumlahnya 25.57. Ini emang baru tryout tapi kalo itu emang udah hasil UN, mau masuk SMA mana gue? kayanya juga itu gak lulus T.T  mau belajar yang serius tuh susah bangat apalagi gak ada penyemangat. orang tua gue aja juga gapernah nyuruh gue belajar eh tapi ko harus disuruh engga dong harus punya kesadaran sendiri 

"BE WHO YOU ARE,  DO WHAT YOU LOVE,  HAVE WHAT YOU NEED"

"HATI SENANG, PERUT KENYANG TIMBUL LAH HUTANG" -bldb's

Nothings Gonna Stop Us Now - The Strating Lines

Looking in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that I've found
Is too good to be true
Standing here beside you
Want so much to give you
This love in my heart that I'm feeling for you

Let 'em say we're crazy, I don't care about that
Put your hand in my hand baby
Don't ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby we can make it if we're heart to heart

Chorus:
And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now

I'm so glad I found you
I'm not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times
See it through the bad times
Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do

Let 'em say we're crazy, what do they know
Put your arms around me baby
Don't ever let go
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby we can make it if we're heart to heart

And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us

Ooh, all that I need is you
All that I ever need
And all that I want to do
Is hold you forever, ever and ever, hey

(Guitar solo)

And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us
Nothing's gonna stop us, whoa
Nothing's gonna stop us now, oh no

Hey baby, I know, hey baby, nothing's gonna stop us
Hey baby, woo, nothing, hey baby
Nothing's gonna stop us now yeah

 " If I could travel back in time, I'd go to a place where I was still yours and you still mine ♡ " 

Travie McCoy: Billionaire ft. Bruno Mars [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

Gives You Hell (Full Narrative Version)

my wishes

Happy birthday to me and my twins eka! Hopefully in the new age that i could pass the examination, test scores are all good, could be student of 38shs and can forget you slowly. Thats my wishes.

Makasih banyak buat semua temen temen yang udah ngucapin terutama bldb pas teng jam 12 malem terutama buat amira, anjiiiiiiiir ngakak bangat gue baca ucapan lo mi! "a very happy birthday to my bewak friends Sapi-Eka!!! Wish you both all the best in every single way and have a long life. i love you both more than my money" ngakak sumpah gua bacanya!

Udah hunting buku buku buat latihan UN, tnggal beli dan bener bener serius belajar. waktunya tinggal dikit, mau ikut bimbel tapi udah telat kayanya jadi apa boleh buat harus coba sendiri.

Buku tahunan kelas gue, tau ga tau ga tau ga gue sama siapa? sulton! aduh madesu bangat masyaoloh. semua gara gara temen sekelas gua yang aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa berak beneeeeeer! Pake ngadu nangis aaah culun!

"Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you...."

 

this song same as i felt. oke ga ngomong masalah itu ya cuma pingin masukin aja hehehe. but i'm serious, i want to forget you. i dont want to have feelings to you. thanks for everything. i would not expect you back. though it is difficult but I have to try it.

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video]

all new in the new year

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEPS :) Telat bangat ngucapin ini hehehe. Tahun baru yeeeeeeeeah!!! hopefully in the new year I get everything I wanted. New year, new story, except you HAHAHAHAHA