this monday night and i have to sleep but i think this shit before i sleep...
I've started to feel everything is different. everything is already not like before anymore. I know this is not me who changed what you had changed. I know we are not a school as before, would all be different. like now we get to see it because of habit and probably texting every night. but now we've rarely met, and perhaps to texting also already rare as before. maybe you think if I've not actually care about you but no, I love you. I always thought that if you do not love me. in my heart, I always ask if you really love me? Do you care about me? Do you lie? and I always said it was a lie, you do not love me. That's why I like that to you. And I do not know I should be doing let everything back as before. I want our first. I think better if we are break up , but I love you and I'm also not willing to have you later with other people besides me. what should I do to keep things running smoothly and we stay together?
